So... before I sat here, I had a story line all planned out. It sounded good in my head and now... I've got my first case of writer's block!
Now that I have had a Blackberry for about a month, I have gotten really use to Blackberry messenger and the hilarious smiley faces you can use to express yourself. It's very addictive and I don't think my husband, Zane is too impressed with me and my need to 'be connected' but that's a story for another time. Sorry, I digress... Where was I again?? Aah yes, Blackberry messenger smiley faces or as we addicts call it: BBM smiley faces. They are so simple and yet manage to express exactly what you are feeling and thinking at the time of composing the bbm. When I use other forms of written communication i.e. facebook, sms's; twitter, emails and now blogging, I find myself wanting to insert a smiley face somewhere to really make a point but alas, this is not bbm :o( I guess some good old fashion expressive adjectives and adverbs will have to do.
Karly... she's just something else! She is starting to string together words to express herself easily now and no matter how many times I hear her talking, it never fails to amaze me how a little helpless baby can grow and become so independant. I must admit that it's a real challenge to curb the feisty person that is Karly. She knows exactly what she wants and she will not deviate even if you try to distract her! As she moves deeper into the infamous 'terrible twos', the more assertive she becomes. And it's not to say we don't discpline her as best we can. But every day is a new challenge and an absolute delight. Her daddy is becoming her world. Zane went to work yesterday morning and I think she must have asked "Where Daddy" about twenty times. I have not seen my husband with such a 'glow' about him in a long time. Our little blessing.
As July looms over my head, my heart begins to feel the weight of its significance.Hayley would have been three. The pain still sits deep in my heart like an anchor in the deep sea that refuses to be moved. I am afraid to really explore it in case it takes me to such a deep dark place that I will not be able to return. Besides, I don't think Karly will let me go there anyway. When I feel really sad, it's like Karly senses it because all of a sudden my little ball of fire turns into this gentle soul who is full of hugs and sweet kisses. My little blessing...
In total, I have lost alomost 15 kilos since January and the weight loss journey continues. I have 21 kilos to go but that number's not even daunting to me. It's that easy with Herbalife. Pre-preggy clothes are fitting me again!! By August I will need a new wardrobe of clothes. My two bigger sisters and I have a weight loss challenge going on. The winner gets paid R2000.00 - R1000.00 from each of the losing sisters. My elder sister is currently in the lead and I trail by 3kilos. I refuse to say die! I will win!! Watch this space!!
Looks like the writer's block disappeared quick and fast. I am hesitent to put on before and after pictures just yet but soon... I will do it soon...
For now, Karly and her antics will do quite fine
Bye for now
Hi really enjoyed reading it! What writer's block? U good! Look forward to more! (Insert smiley face here.) See you soon!
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